Mid-Life Christmas Crisis

I must say that I have enjoyed very much my first 40 years.

Yes, I have had more than my fair share of trauma and "made for TV" script, and in a way, this has made me cold and aloof.  Selfish is the word that best describes me. I have really taken the "In pursuit of happiness" to the extreme. I am very quick to change paths if I feel that the path I am on will lead me the wrong way. Sacrifice and dedication are two words that have been lacking in my vocabulary. I have not ever tried to make things work. Ultimately this has been my fundamental flaw.

You are who you are because of the choices you make.

So it is Christmas 2007. A time for celebration.  A time for festive cheer. A time of remembrance.  And for me, a time to make a choice....